enemies will fall at ur kness!!!

2006-11-24T00:51:00.000+08:00

hellors..

saturday - sunday(18-19 /11/2006)

in the morning wake up..still blur blur..then wash up..
then pack small clothing of bag go to malaysia
johor bahru liao!!
go there quite fast i guess
my bro was like complanning none stop..
i buy my things, do not want to buy stuff then stay at home larhs!!
we check into the hotel..and then eat stuff , sooo nice the food
malaysian food the best..
then when to the nearest shopping complex shop for some cheap cheap but nice clothing...
it was not as pleasant as i imagine it to be as i keep hearing the complaning of my bro..
then i oso stay one night there..
soo nice..
i tried finding that bag that i wanted but could not find it anywhere in johor so at last give up go bac singapore then buy..
bought protoguese chicken for sunday nite dinner..
it was delicious..
i oso get to eat the buffet for breakfast it was nice
but penang my favourite place where i grow up
there still nicer.

monday(20/11/2006)

i was like very sleepy because never sleep..
then waited for my mum..planning not to sleep but at last still..
drop Right too sleep
then my mum had trouble getting me up..
i wan my beD!!XD
then at last wake up
go to pathlight for the trip..
when there..it was like very..unfamilar as it was first time..
then at last i got two child
they are justin and shawn..
they are great..i juz put my heart into leading them.
in the end it went well..
we went to pasir ris park..
then meet new frenz from JCs..all veri nice ppl..
veri funny..they all..
then we even went rock climbing..
i made it all the way to the top..i did not fail ..
soo relieve..
WOOT!!
at last the first day ended great!!

tuesday(21/11/2006)

today wake up..then go for japanese class..
then brieftly knw them liao..juz revision..
after that..i go east coast park at the jetty
then all of the ppl there..having fun with kites and fishing rod
but most of them spoil in the end so was dissapointed
but then meet more new frenz..
then we even go cycling
i cycled the mini too byecicle..
with the path light kids..it was nice.
after soo long i get to ride on bike again.
then at last we went home..
today was still great no doubt got a big of problem..

then lets move on to the third day
wednesday(22/11/2006)

go for japanese class again..
then head towards marichite reservoir..
when i reach there they have juz finish eating their food..and kayaking.
shit ..miss the free Macdonald meal..hahas.
but then we oso played water gun
play ..verii funn..till everyone..was wet..
all the volunteer were having super fun..
played it like for 1hr +
but at last we stop as the rain was getting very heavy..
we help covered the kids in their rain coat..
then bring them bac to school.

when reaching there..all my shirt were wet
from head to toe
thank my mum for getting a new slipper for me
as my shoe was broken and super muddy.
then we brought the children to bath...
the girls volunteer in my group said help out in the bois..but in the end all run out..as they are all terrified XD
at last it was onli me and li-en who bath and get the kid bois ready..
most of them can baths the rest of them juz nid to teach them =]
then after finish..it was free period.
we talk a lot and laught a lot in our red group..
it was great...
get to knw each other more..
then help out in the preparation of the tables for the party nite.
as its ending today the sports camp.
it was like sad larhs..
then we had the food..
veri nice eat till very full
4 plates..
XD..i knw a lot..
thats y fat again..T.T
muz do more and more exercersie
then we oso watch the slide show..
it was special any meaningful..
at last we brought a photo and a fishing rod bac..
but how sad my face nt in there..
then li-en oso got thank by some parents..lols

the evaluation of this camp..

its a super duper great camp for the kids..
the kids are special..they are actually normal jus nid more attention
and they are somewhere difference..there are still many thing to learn from them..
it touches my hard to show how much they are preservering to do something even though they are not showing its hard
but its hard..
they look like its nothing but..i knw it take a really a great effort to make it.
it sort of warms my heart when i did something like that..
i did something for somone..as i make a difference in someone part of life.
as one of the teacher said..we all live short..y not try to touch someone life before u pass on..
help in anyway to those not as fortuanate. as we do..
it was realli nice and touching speech..

maybe i will help out more often with the kids..
because maybe God might wan me to be a helping hand to the kids.
in a way during this camp, i feel i grown together with the kids not physically but emotionally..
i become a totally difference person...
i like that feeling..maybe i might trust God this might be the path for me..
i feel contented for the day juz by helping this kids.
lols!!
i can say the feeling is veri much better than the feeling of u winning the game..
as the games are all shortlived but the helping hands realli give a feeling that realli makes u alive..=]
soo to who reading this, try out working with kids who are unfornaute..this might work out for you..
sooo try it out!! and touch lives of others!!

thursday(23/11/2006)
today wake up..do my sets..as i forget to do at night..
went right to sleep..
soo do bahs..do then go the church basement for the raffles jC the japanese lesson
meet one of the volunteer..veri funny larhs..
the person thought i in JC ..
so honour since ppl tink i am older XD
anyway it was fun as they were games..then meet many new ppl along the way
they are nice bahs..
but some of them not that nice..
did till 1 pm
then talk talk..then at last go home..

today went to bugis with mum.
to get that BAG!! i wannted ..
veri nice..to me larhs.
then get some nice bread..
eat ajisen ramen.
one word ..suck
as when eating the ramen i thought i eating instant noodle and drinking soup for water..
not as good as the it mall.
disappointed..at the quality they serving the customer
even the bread i bought taste nicer..heiish
then bought food for my bro..
bough a watch oso and some soveniors..for the trip

few days going to the trips
liao
FASTER!!!!>..<
cannot wait liao..
hahas..soo exciteed..soo cool!!
hope i can learn as many japanese as i can..
like it !! love the words!!

hope Lord will oso help me with my rest of my subjects..
Help me Lord and i lay all my problems before you!!
THank you Lord for all the good stuff i receiving nw..

thats all for nw i guess
Take care to those reading this

signing off
C.L

2006-11-15T01:46:00.000+08:00

wed till fri..

relaxing and doing my drawing and etc...
nw a days dun knw y my body seems like cannot sleep too late or else auto shut down..=/
but then it seems ok i guess...soon go to Japan!!!
arghh!! still haven finish learning my Japanese T.T
lols..hope can talk and will not blur around=]
a lot of things happen but i dun wan to talk about it later affect me..XD
soO!!!

anyway i went to city harvest church larhs with MC , the church 10 times bigger than mine of course..the church even got the sound system bigger oso..so damn big..the way the telecast like it is a concert like that lols..
not used to it..but its cool larhs..
meet new people ..nice people..and oso meet the rest of the N242 gang..
it a changed larhs..but i can say it atleast better than the old cell group..hahas
the church service was in saturday, then the church oso pray in tongues a lot..
then have a interesting talk by that pastor..quite nice they way he talk..but
i admit larhs..some way along the way, i sort of nearly fall asleep but no worries..
i slap myself bac online =D
it ended a calm day for me..

then the next day pia..could not wake up..then keep get suan by my bro...
then at last go meet my mum in Bishan to pack food and buy gloceries
buy the reverseble jacket..my mum said the Light jacket not right time for me to wear..next time grow taller and older onli wear
then got style..nw wear make me look extra extra OLD*
Wth...hahas..
then went home, do my stuff..

next morning, it was a monday..
me and MC and plan to meet up to play the warcraft game..hehes
play till quite fun..at last still thinking of the game..
on the same day i oso go for my medical check up..
hemm..waited for my mum till i ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
but then at last after being dragged by my mum at last bounce out of bed..
heiish ma fan go the hospital soo far..
then there check up...oh shit i increase in weight maybe juz nw i eat and sleep make me fat again..oh noo!!..hahas
but still said ok in the end by Doc..
the next meeting is next year..aiyooh so old still in children section..
no mood..very down dun knw y..then go home..very long the journey..
at last reach home eat dinner and do my usual stuff.

the next day, go for the UG open games(tuesday)..waste time onli tis day go there ..never play anything one...heiish somemore sit there talk and talk by the higher rank..
was there to do the pull up..after sooo long still cannot pull my weight up..
heiish ..continuce training lorhs..ONE day i can do iT!! grrHs!!
wait and wait and wait till at last madam release us off..
go to J8 with my junior , see him eat and tok to him about the company since he wants to knw..then meet so school mate oso..say hies..
oso saw a thing called Haha crab..something like Hermit crab but this u rare yourself one..interesting..

bought the last death note Note book that one got all the stuff and oso got the name written identical to the show or the movie i guess..
nice larhs!!
then go home..

it soo damn bad larh ...WTF the higher rank wan to conduct training next coming friday, lols..i soo not planing to go lorhs i got japanese class
VERI important * later there got trouble toking soo muz goo!!soo nCC nexT!!!Hahas..
then got attitude from my shit partmate..show me ur attitude juz because u better than me in ncc SOO WAT!!thank God i did not slap u and bitch slap u bac to where u was created lorhs...its like so damn bad larhs..ask something onli wat..then said like i make u like that..i tear u limp from limp !!!=X

anyway at last me and mC cannot wait any longer soo we go to the Amk, Toa payoh and funan IT go get warcraft battle chest ...the game soo popular till no stock or sold out..
go funan IT the whole complex close early..heiish..
then at last me and MC go eat Ajisen RAMEN!!

veri nice the Ramen..even though i tink its a bit XX its worth it as the ramen is super A grade...
i get to draw how miso char siew ramen taste like!! juz like Naruto ..sooo good!!=P
MC eat the crayfish and two soft shell crab...veri nice the shell crab..
at last finish eating Full Full
next time save money again to eat..veri nice..

then MC gave me money to get the game while he away in China..
soo lucky go china get stuff..later all cheap good then he knw..FAKE!! XD
faster FASter next week..then next week then fly off to Miyazaki!!
i hope i can get the game bahs..as soon as possible...=]
heiish mC..go no one to talk to liao..lols..hope while he got some nice thing happen...

thats all for now..cyas!!

signing off
C.L

2006-11-08T15:21:00.000+08:00

Tuesday, 7 november 2006

woke up late..=.=
my body aching a bit..then talk to MC...a bit..
at last decided to ask him watch the death note show again because he said i left
him and never go with him to watch
went to Bishan to watch
and also applied Mos burger job at the novena there..new outlet..
watch the show..quite ok larhs..but a bit bored because watch already..
but still like iT!!! hahas..

then after movie buy the snack for my bro..
lols..now muz save money for that coat i saw lorhs ..
$106 dollars lehs..so XXXXX
still got time, so can one...GAMBATEH!!!
the coat is veri nice lorhs..
anyway after that went home..

Dinner time , then eat eat..
dun knw y..yesterday my stomach bloated like siao..T.T
FAT ALERT >.<
heiish..keep eating so much cannot stop...=/
watch PCK show veri funny...
do a bit of work..
then got oso got a bit of misunderstand..heiish..part of life i guess..
soon going to midnight i was about to do my push up then suddenly KRoot*
my stomach..so pain!!!
then do big bussiness sooo many time 5 times T.T
aiyooh so tired, liao..heiish..
die larhs hope stop lehs i realli cannot handle it liao..hahas
then at last sleep till next morning..
means i still own MORE PUSH UP!! GRR!!!

wednesday, 8 november 2006

today wake up veri veri early....bomb again..hope last time.hehes
but then at last sleep again so tired..
wake up at last close to 12..whole body sore like siao..
heiish..still do morning routine..but like no energy sia..
shit find it hard to my routine..
then after at lunch go eat with my bro..onli can eat clear clear soup based food..
went home after that, on the way oso discussing to buy the new mp3 player..
but nid to pay my mum by installment..
at last here i am...typing my blog..

i hope i do not fall sick or get stomach ache lehs..i wan to have fun..if i have that arh ..can die liaos..
but if i get it during end of year camp for ncc..oso good no nid to go...then no nid to go headache..damn the end of year camp..all shit one!!!

thats all for now..=]

signing off
C.L

2006-11-06T00:15:00.000+08:00

its nw close to 12.30am , hello to all!!!=]

VERi veri VEri long time never type liao..soo type NOW!!

let see where we start arhs...
exams are over for me nw, got second in whole of NA..nw proceeding to express..
Thank God for Everything i in now but if i do better can get first =.="
but nevermind larhs, not important liao..sad thing is that Compassion is separate..
2 whole years..got good and bad times...but no matter the ppl there will forever be frenz no matter which state i am in..=D
nw got to work hard already...heiish push!!push!! >..<
aiyoohs..hope next year can manage ...

anyway how can they cancel the chalet it was like the last time we all as a class lorhs!!!!heiish..say plan then in the end nothing.=/

that time go with albert , shaun and M.C got bowling in Safra and watch DOA..
the bowling i was like blessed by God..i was the best among the four!! unbelievable i got a X in first shoot lehs..rare right..
dun knw y now arhs..when i throw the ball seems so much lighter lehs..
soo nice...dun knw y veri nice when play bowling..got time muz go bac there to play...
the DOA was nice for the fighting part, wahs wish i can fight like them...
damn cool the way they did the moves, Strong fighters!!!!! *.*
but the story line nid some tuning, most of the time i was like watching how they do the moves and counter moves...
IF i could do that ..whoever come at me die larhs...
SOOO at the end final conclusion..I MUZ GET STRONGER!!!!+(smarter oso larhs)
nid a lot of power and strength to do the moves..hehes.. (but lost tennis racket T.T)

the second movie and commenting is.......... DEATH NOTE!!!!!!

this lehs the story line to me is super nice..from anime somemore lehs..
cannot wait till catch part two of it ...its Killing..
even got the comic book for it..if time is possible i can actually start on a death note sketch book..
hemm what to draw arhs, muz do more Research on it..
Light the character, veri smart and cool..=]
if i have the death note book..i would also have done the same thing, but dun knw i would actually write the name of the ppl who goes against me..XD
the L fellow eat so much chocolate later his teeth break then he knw..=X

now lehs for NCC!!
nothing much happening during the holidays, still dun wan to get called bac for watever shit
anyway its going get harder from here, that higher rank said one lorhs...
check here check there ...GRR!!!buzz off!!!
if i can sail smoothly throught his onli nid final year camp..and hope can get that coporal rank..but then i juz want to be someone back stage guys but still got power larhs..hehes..
i damn piss out that time at the open house on saturday larhs..
i doing my job at that stupid open house, then not much bois since more girls..no choice then pull the girls..
then introducing them to ncc, then got invaded by GB girls, anyway i try drag them away from there larhs because i want to finish showing them NCC first mahs..and then they all can see the GB whatever mahs..but then 6 GB go and retaliated at me..
in the end get scolded from the sagent..say i flirting with them..Wat larhs..i doing my job!!
scold me infront of the GB somemore make me lose face..and threated me saying own her lot lots of pumping ..grr!!!
u tink ur Rank veri big i scared arhs...thank God i never lose myself to my other self..or else i would have beat you on the spot >:(
heiish..but that time still angry..soo go beat wall till my hand bleed a bit and blue black..then onli feel better..
keep thinking what i do if i lose myself, heiish i be in deep trouble..
i hope i will not be misunderstood again..
on that day, oso got shooting...ask miss Kee to let me off this but in the end still go..
shoot onli for one time and then the rest shot twice..
how come arhs?
but lucky still can shoot but my hand ache from the hitting the wall..

soo now is holiday larhs..
most of the time Drawing- muz practise draw better because next year taking art module..
then learning japanese, own self learning but target is end of school..hope can finish learning everything..Hahas..
i nw a days oso go to Gym work out..

now lehs swimming i have not swim like for 2 months liao...
since exam period i stopped..then nw my mum oso tell me to stop swimming as nw i going express muz be much much more study harder..
in a way i agree with my mum with this because if i do not make it true this i might not be able to achieved what i am hoping for...
i do not want to be like a future construction worker like what my brother said.=/
there nobody doing in my swimming i feel veri alone and sian larhs!!!
i now do not wat to do..totally lost for this subject...

so lately i also watching NARUTO!!!

i start drawing it also, not veri good larhs..but hope whoever see it like it ..hahas..
but there still alot of improvent to do..body and etc
a lot of characters to draw ...NIJITSU!!XD

THe character i like the best is ROCK LEE!!! GAMBATEH !!!
he like sooo strong and preservaration is so strong, wish i was like him...
he never let anything stop him..even though he cannot use other skills, he do his best in one skill taijitsu..
if will be cool larhs if i can do as much strong as him...but sometimes the way he faced something like me...
the obstacles that break us each time as time passes..
when can i get realli strong i ask myself..lols
rock Lee also like Sakura from the show..but he can never get her because she like sasuke but he still fight to protect her till he drops..
wish him luck bahs..maybe sent a letter to the creator to make a alternate story line that sakura and Rock Lee live happily ever after...hehes..XD
GOO!! Lee!! the youthness times will not wait for you!!(words from the show)

now traning land but hope i get stronger than before because next year hope the kendo ppl get the message and i go for audition ..
soo i can get in..hehes..if i get in , i going to train hard from the start like rock Lee(my model character oso)
hemm, trust in God he has plans for me..
soo Gambathe for me!!! WOOT!! WOOT!! TRAIN!!!!

i also planning to work to get extra pocket money for Japan trip and do some good work ...but still checking if i am do a not..
soo many things to do..
could not get the hotel job because they employ 16 years old soo i nid next year onli can work..
my uncle said ask my cousin to get me into the AMK macdonald...have not contact him..if possible i do not want to work at mac...soo still thinking
if i do good work lehs, if possible i try help out at my mother's school, the pathlight school..there they said having camps..

now oso leaving my hair to get long then once cut spike nice sia..lols..
anyway the japan trip to miyazaki 2006 its coming closer cannot wait ....
soo fun!!!
one more month onli so near..faster!!!!!!!
this time muz muz enjoy!!
hope will not get sabo to do the talking or presenting..paiiseh..
like last year...
there also be extra lesson provided by bunch of student from Raffles..
hope can learn new things..

nw let talk about sunday , 5/11/2006

i today late wake up, then by the time reach chruch veri veri late...
then later go and eat dinner with mum and bro
we buy gloceries and buy oso new belt because pants dropping..
then bac home relax and slack.....

last thing lehs..its that i am curoious larhs how come some ppl did not exercise , still have six pack i do sooo much still one big pack..WAA!!lols..
not fair lehs..but ONE DAY* i can make it six nice packs..hehes..

thats all i wan to said so far..=]
till next time..

take care alls!!

signing off
C.L

2006-09-02T09:45:00.000+08:00

hello!!!

things have been quite shabby lately, i also not sure larhs >.<

28/8/2006,monday

woke up late as usual, quickly chiong to finish all my packing.then rush to school by cab as i was realli super late.then later meet up with the rest of the basic 2...
then we were given time to eat the breakfast.Lastly we proceed to the camp...

28/8/2006 till 29/8/2006(camp feast)

when we reach there we were split into groups. My group is group 2.Then i also saw charmaine, hafiz and some more old classmates from Canberra primary.lols..a lof of changes some of them.Then i got to know my sir group IC is SIR ARRon and SIR xing ren XP
anyway also during the this camp i make new frenz with joel,wayne,gan*,erm the rest of forget but many more ppl.
the activites were flying fox,paintball fight,rock climbing, archery and one more is something you like hook a line on top of a building then move down by walking down the wall.some of these activites quite scary and some quite strenous if u dun knw how to use its skill.
As for the food lehs, it is sooo nice!!!! can grow fat there sia. i eat so much in there
supper also got one cake one pizza bread.can even take second helping, got even MILO drink sia...
but the bad part lehs is the packing up of the room and the cleaning parts. by the way, the bathing ,is very crowded ,so many ppl trash one toilet...
ended this at the afternoon next day, my shoes are stinking ..hahas

then after that went back school, did some stuff with mY english oral ...
saw Mc and albert..then Mc gave me a big hug ..
after all this i went home..tired...

30/8/2006, wednesday

went school, got stuff do handle.all the teachers seems excited as the holiday was coming for them...today did not end of well terms with mIss Lai..she got realli piss off sia..but then u see hor, this shows that she cannot control herself when in stress..sia..
all i wan is to tok to her onli mahs..piss off for waT!!..anyway also i knw u are stress because u are worried but no nid to put ur stress on me right...
today also go to fort factory, the WORKSHEETS!!!!!!...i copy from my frenz..aiyah dun like to copy..i wan to like finish up my worksheet then go read all the archives sia..but then hor no TIME...heiish..could have given us more time..
after that went bac school, pon my intesive training quite tired, then went out with Mc,mei and the rest of her gang..talking about that sotong albert...
then a heavy rain came...booms..then after that my bag also break then by the time i go home,i am drenched
relax...

31/8/2006, Thursday

celebrated teacher's day..then went back old school but then they did not allow me to go in..but dun knw y the other get to go inside.NOT FAIR.T.T..MY NASI LEMAK!!!
anyway then after that went to my uncle house..treat aunty Lita lunch..go Sun Plaza walk walk..after that went off home.thats all very boring..hahas

1/9/2006, Friday..

did my excersie as usual, then do the yellow ribbion project for ncc ...its was ok so far..but i still hate to put on that number 3 uniform..Bleahs..
anyway after went home again..as usual..and also run 60 laps behind my block..but my target is 100..one length is 1 ...so muz do 100 times..hahas

2/9/2006, Saturday

woke up early, but fell back to sleep..too tired ...wah shit quite late i wake up liao..
how arhs..wah liao cannot do excerise in water liao..because later tonight got to go BBQ with the swimmers...then i will make sure i can work out in the land one lorhs..anyway cya..thats all for nw

signing off
C.L

2006-08-26T11:14:00.000+08:00

22/8/2006,tuesday

today MC join me in my excerise,lols.YEAH!!!!! U CAN DO IT!!!
MC going to be skinny and HANDSOME!! WOOT!!!XD
i am sure he did his best today, But i oso muz step up my game..lols..GET STRONGER!!!>..<
then after that went to Woodland bought some surveniors.
That night that sad sia..all the Japanese went back to Miyazaki.
all lot of people cry sia..lols..
dun cry lehs u all, u cry i see you all cry i oso cry..hahas T.T
hope we can all keep in contact.
then i go MC house to stay on that day oso..
very nice got air-con room BUT
that air-con onli get me a bit..aiyah i dun care, i sibei tired and feeling weird
GOOD NITE!!..lols

23/8/2006,wednesday

woke up at MC..house at 5.30am
then MC's mother so nice make me one cup of milo..THANkS
anyway quickly changed up then go to toa payoh to get a quick breakfast with MC.
then meet up with Albert then the rest of AJ gang...
today dun knw y..damn moody sia..cannot seems to smile.SO DAMN TIRED oso
study study study!!!
then later go for nCC intesive training...so tired but then still manage to pull of that training.
went home, rest and do my stuffs.

24/8/2006,thursday

as usual wake up and did my usual morning stuff.
Go to school, then start my day as usual lyk any other day..
then after did my excerise..today feeliing a bit better.BUt still down...
then after that went home...saw some message from my frenz.
then go to swimming...
thats the end go the day i guess..
heiish muz preapare for my science test and maths..
muz do well for my exam sia...

25/8/2006,Friday

today wake up as usual but this time go to yishun interchange..
no school but got that stupid ncc..KAYAKING!!!!!
but today dun knw y..realli no strength after i did the intesive training..
i fall in sick as i got fever...=.=*
then after the whole nCC shit thing ,i go meet up with mC
bought some new clothes which are very cheap.
i like the holister t-shirt but then the coat seems a bit small because of my wide body size...
so it means i got to train harder so damn i become smaller..in size then can wear perfectly..
then tried to study but cannot get it into my head.

26/8/2006,saturday

woke up early to jog 30 laps below my block and after that which lead to where i am nw
at my com typing my blog...listening to some Prince of tennis songs..lols
my dream to create a team..lols when will that day come...

its very near to my CC comunity swimming competion..is on the 16 september...
muz train hard sia..lols..heiish hope i will be good enough...
can't wait till the end of the year...but as for nw i muz WORK HARD!!!..
GAMBATEH KUDASAI!!!!!!
thats all for nw i guess

signing off
C.L

2006-08-22T02:38:00.000+08:00

YOZ!!!

tis time post we will write about ouR DEAR FRenz from Miyazaki, Sadawara Town...

it all started from friday,18/8/2006

they arrived at the school at 10am, they were veri nice then we brought them to the wild room.When we saw them, we was not sure what was going to happen seeing the look on their faces.We onli hope they are nice..lol..
then we brought them around the school.We were spilit in groups.i led the sec 1 around.
it was fun while it lasted but the most tedious part still comes from COMMUNICATION.
But AFTER TIS ORDEAL, TIS MAKE ME REALLI WAN TO FINISH STUDYING THAT JAPANESE BEFORE I GO TO MIYAZAKI END OF THE YEAR.

then we intro them through all the school, we got to knw them oso...
make frenz..in the end they are actually very sweet* ppl..
the bois were oso..thought they may look weird, they are actually have a good heart.
then we had lunch with the japanese there at the wild room.
there was also the MIYAZAKI Japanese grape.that was certainly very SWEET XD
and very good..so different from the singapore grapes.
SOoooooooooo much better.
it started from 2pm-7pm..hope both the host and guest start to get to knw each other better...

day 2 saturday 19/8/2006

came in the morning for the trip to science centre..they were all awaited there..
brought them around the science centre, it was quite hard oso as we were supposely juz show them in science centre and not able to explain to them what the experiment or the things about.Then we also brought them to that "Ride".it cost 4 bucks..but then hor
actually wan to bring them to see the big ominax theate.but it was too expensive.
by the way..the ride was so damn slow lorhs..sian sia..XD..
but the main thing is that the guest lyk it...SUGOII???????>.<

then we brought them to the MACDONALD for food + gift shop
we did manage to explain them about the gifts..
the most fascination they had was about the "shock pen" which we intro of course.
then by the end some of us was lyk Bankrupt.then we help each other up..
so in the end..all the things were fine..
i oso found out that my juniors was not so bad after all ...lols.
i wish i nid not to treat them so serious in nCC..if tis could go on..it would be great.
then by the time we are done everything, we reach school at 3pm
dexter was also quite nice by the way...dun knw when suddenly dexter have become someone who is soo nice ..lols..

then i proceed for the CHURCH OF PRAISE Membership class..
In the end..i mistaken the time , i explain myself to the pastor conductiong class..
i still was told to take the certificate first then later i will then do a replacement class..
after that i went home i did not go swimming again!!!..so slacking,...Lord help me!!

ITS SUNDAY!!!(20/8/2006)

went to church in the morning..then receive my membership...meet up minyenn ,grace,grace's mother and MC including their at sentosa.
though i did not go down and play much instead i was drawing happily..
but the main thing is that they were happily playing.
about my drawing..i still soo nid to improve some part got problem ...XD
then after that we go to the farewell party
on the way, we meet some unfornaute incidents...but in the end we manage to reach to a understanding.then MC oso manage to sit together with me for the party.

then it was fun as we were taking photos..all over....
justine was juz hilarious doing all the silly looks at the photos..
anyway IT WAS JUZ SOO FUN larhs.
if onli those who are there will knw wat i mean...lols
tis part lehs..i apologized to MC..for pang seh him..he go home alone instead hitch a ride to justine car.

then next day..monday,21/8/2006

we return to school pernormal..i hope everything will be fine.then we study pernormal with the japanese together with us till 2pm.then we procceed to the wild room, soo..i tink the main thing is that i have fun as much as i can bahs...
all good things will have a end...but in the end we will still got to go bac to our lives..heiish T.T
that time oso mei cried because her guest living.it was saddening...yupp..
then it was also a change of plan..instead of juz sending them off we go with them to the hotel.we also brought them for shopping a short one..
but the place we go onli can see cannot buy.
SO DAMN EXPENSIVE!!!

then after that we brought the guest back to the hotel..then we went to SEOUL in Marina shopping centre.Then i tried asking mC to eat wit us..but with no despair..then in the end we were seperated again..heiish...
sometime i have been not decisive or keep making things that i can change along the way..so if i did to anyone else i apologize again.
after that me,justine and Dexter went home together...
during in seoul, we became the cook and make sure the guest were done..then we eat....
anyway..the Guest are leaving singapore with the flight at 1am..
then i am going to there at 10pm..
heiish onli got last two hours witht them since they got to check in at 12am.
1 hr before the start of the flight....
wish that they could stay longer.
cannot wait for tomolo..but also cannot bare to see them go off.. T.T
but onli can hoope they remember us nice hosting...at the end of the year.
soo let see wat going to happen..but i hope we will be able to have a meaningful last time ..

after tis much get ready liao CC swimming competion is coming..TIME TO MAKE WAVES!!!...
then muz get much stronger oso..my state nw is SHIT!!!....
we muz get my six pack body shape....GAMBATEH KUDASAI!!!!!!^.^
i hope by the end of the year..i be much muscular in a nice way..not till go crazy...XD
thats all...

signing off
C.L

2006-08-14T22:07:00.000+08:00

yoz..today was tiring

it has been so long since i start the circuit training..
2 sets today very distracted...lols tired..
then began to lyk do stuff here and there..till tired..tis time slow but i don;t feel the drag to do it liao..lols..
BECAUSE I AM DOING IT FOR THE LORD!!!!!WOOT!!!
today quite disappointed i lose my place sia..
then is lyk got so much careless mistake..i knw them..sia..
if do properly..again..sure can get first sia.

then today after finish my stuff..got to find a way how to tell mr Chan i wan to quit tennis
i noe i lyk very bad..but nw i choose swimming got to stick with it..
today night swimming quite hard sia
heiish muz realli get through that if i wan to do well
after that come home..my vision blur..liao tired!!!!!!..~~yawn~~

THAT MIYAZKI THING ARH..WTH..i noe chosen..damn it!!!!
its lyk so UNFAIR larh i waited for 8 months..K!!!!! SO LONG!!
so UNBELIVEABLE I SET ALL MY STUFF UP..liao nw onli say.
i so damn disappointed..
somemore i got to lyk let uncle see cher knw..
i hope next year..i can do tis bahs
l lay tis thing into God hands..
lols
heiish..

thats all for nw..
Signing off
C.L

2006-08-13T22:22:00.000+08:00

HIHI!!!!!..XD

12/8/2006,saturday

today i woke up lyk so damn late larh..11 something going to 12 liao..WTH..hahas..
then do my morning excerise..then hav my yummy pancake..
today i oso ...go bac to my anime class.
so FUN!!!!!!..LOVE THAT CLASS!!!..GOO ARTIST!!!!XD
then i got to draw the comic strip..the other so nice..of course i lousy larhs...sooo muz practise
then when bac..swimming again..till the complex closed..
wah seh..tomolo going to meet he lai..for swimming..Scary?...maybe...
then eat kon bo rice...for diiner..
night excerise next then good nite..so late liao.

13-8-2006,sunday

wake up LATE AGAIN!!!!!XD
then quickly do my stuff* i nid to do...
then go to church..todayy about SERVANTHOOD!!..yupp
God pls oh pls..I AM HERE!!..let me serve u..hahas..through the stuff i do..
i bring u glory!!!XP....
after that..meet my uncle..
we discuss about my career paths larhs...
ME A COOK EXCUTIVE!!!!!....NICe!XP..
yupp..thats wat i want to work as..i am going to..make this work..
then i can supply my family ...i going to become the best without my father BAD WAYS!!!
so THANK YOU UNCLE...here i come COOKING WORLD!!!=P
cannot wait for wat my uncle finding..
then we go eat at SOup restaurant
not bad leh..there all the cantonese..food.
but malaysia food still better..+ my grandfather food..no matter i will always keep those in my heart..till the day i pass..on..
lols..funny toking about tis stuffs..hahas.
then head towards singapore swimming club...hemms..
there wait for lyk 20 mins..then saw me hahas.
there i join the young students..
not bad lehs..they all when reach my age will surely..become very fast..
they all nice kids..then swim swim..till going to die..
then stop have dinner with he lai....tok about stuff..then went seperate ways.
then later i went bac home..then clear my stuff..then tis which lead me..bac to where i am..nw

its going to get so damn hard for training liao..but tis time i have my focus..FOR GOD!..and giving glory to him by making a swim team..
yupp..the team will join the ranks..i will train to get better till i beat someone* get stronger..
hahaas..when that day come..my life will realli accomplise..something hahas..
so MR ANG wATCH OUT!!!!!!!....dun give me stupid excuses

note to my friend MC...nw the time for u to do well in ur badminton oso..hahas..
muz beat whoever stand urs way to rule badminton...join the ranks..too...U CAN DO IT!!!!!!
GO MC!!!!!!!!!XD
sure can work with coach he the person who will open new doors for u..soo i am rooting for u...all the way..while i got to..work hard for myself oso.

then nw the problem i tink for my freestyle is

my arm when recovering muz bent a bit too straight..
my breathing muz get better..
my floatation muz get better ..be on par with RHYS..XD
then more strengths for pulling so that i can glide better
use less kick but cover more grounds
turn do a straight legs sommersault for turn
jump higher for plounge then when enter water muz not smash water with feet
get stronger
get the v shape + muscles =D
more stamina
more speed
more endurance
more grace from God..to help and guide me
don;t let pain and tired pull me down
develop the character i wan from anime
get better in the rest of the stroke
manage my life..(dead..-.-)

thats all for nw i guess..

signing off

C.L

2006-08-11T01:59:00.000+08:00

WOOT!!!WOOT!! I AM BAC!!!..hahas

it has been soooo long since i last blog...
things have been going up and down...my life a chaostic
but some things i manage to sort straightic..

hemm let me see where should i start...
ermmmm........
lets start before the common test..
trying desperately to study...then that time i was lyk soo out from my training...
it lyk soo damn bad feeling..dun knw y..it killing me tis feeling..
then began to enjoy peace and quiet ..hahas..
do work and rest....its so damn sian
i have paid for my badminton competion..10 bucks..i hope the guys or gal go easy on me..and my friend..we ARE NOOBS!!!!!!!!>.<
anyway do my best bahs...

the NDP..sibei irratatiing..got to wear that uniform number 3 summore keep asking me go bac to the marching...heiish..wat to do..T.T
about the UK COmPetion i keep redoing..when can i get pass that stuff...very irraitating
heiish..feel so bottomed up..VERY DEPRESSED!!
i juz feel everything is juz not right..i cannot control wat i am doing and thinking....
maybe i might be going Crazy or muz be losing to my inner self..hahas..
I AM CRAZY!!!XD
during common test stay almost 3 days did have enough sleep..
look lyk shit*

then social have not been veri good either..keep having mishap..
heiish..dun knw wat happening...speak too honest oso wrong..speak too nice oso not appreaciated..tell ME WAT SHOULD I DO!!!!!!
then i oso saw this contest, its NE-MATION..
no nid any animation skills juz nid a team..
YUPP,a TEAM
i got them in a matter of weeks..they are all very very nice ppl..of course..
all of them are special and important to the group.
hope my team get chosen....
sure got many good school...we neighbourhood school fight with them..XP..

i miss my anime class !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i WAN TO DRaw....ANIME MANIA..SO NICCEEE
nO TIME GOT TO MUG...
then that day saw my eX-team mate from kebun baru
or was his name "china boi"..lols..got mistaken by my friend ^.^
wah kao the seniors all sent to ACE swimming team..
quite shocking lorh..that team sibei strong...
when i meet them a very close feeling lyk long lost friend..suddenly i felt it..
i dun knw y oso..
then was lyk preety..shock to see him oso..
when i sat down i began to tink...
if i realli got stronger and juz dun give a FREAKING damn about my pains..i juz do it..
wat will happen, this came into my mind

firstly i will able to get stronger
be good in something and excel in it
out of all the sports i join onli swimming i ever got medals and did well even though of course my speed is still a noob
make mR Ang knw that i am serious, that he will realli start a swim team
starting a real swim team
will not disappoint he lai when he put his dream on me
do something great
learn to do wat other cannot do..
earn a spot as the best..
change my destiny
give glory to God..without him i cannot do anything
need passion for swimming
praying hard helps ..
feels my life sucks..
if i have concentrate on swimming in the first place lyk kaidoh saidowara from prince of tennis would i grow as strong as him???
show my bro that my training realli do helps
if i do well in sports and studies..it soo damn cool
make the team on par with volley ball
do something different

i have then make up my mind ride the flow of water..and pursuit the way of the water....i will train train...do my best..all i hope is that i can get the result i wan and ask God to guide + feeling me with PASSION...it going to be hard!!!...so Mr Ang watch OUT!!!..UU!!!!!!!!!!..lols...

i also then meet up with the rest of the kebun baru ppl..
that time was Justin birthday...Anthony put the candle in the cake make him tak eout
in the end his nose full of chocolate..
its was fun..but some of them look stun when they saw me...hemm..-.^
then suppose to go Lan but then in the end went with He Lai..eat with him diiner

then on the Day of the NDP..
MARCH MARCH!!!!!!!..that stupid guest of honour come so late..
stand till i wan to sleep..~~~Yawm~~
of course tired larh..i never sleep u knw..keeping my eyes awake..
lucky never let sir see...my eyes blinking non stop
then i oso wear that unifrom number 3..so NOTTTTTTT COMfORTABLE
then after the whole thing end..get ready for the chalet
meet up with MC.
lol..i sibei slow..everything oso wan to bring...maybe bring whole house there..hahas.
then eat at YCK ..went to the chalet by Julia 's mum car..then meet her little brother..
he very cute leh..XD..KAWAII!!!!
anyway..then i play TonY HAWK UNDERGROUND
wah liao no one play tis game before..
so nice leh..and of course i RULE..everygame i play..hehes.
this was the first week right after..my common test..
i have start my training..liao..soo..i went to swim..
swim for about 3 hr..then later..went bac..all the guys and gals having BBQ
they were nice enough to cook for me..THANKS CHEF JEROME..hahas..
the chicken taste shiok!!!!
then had a very long long tok with Dorothy's brother..
dun knw y..he and i lyk very click*
then we were lyk toking many stuff..about ourself...i tok to him as i see him very bored..
poor guy..bring our class all the BBQ stuff in the end..onli sit there.
then after the BBQ..those cannot stay went off home
went to cheers to get some drinks..CLASSIC ROOT BEER BOTTLE..
i FEEL SO FREE...do thing i wan..
the class was bonding...everybody was having fun...
after that fell alsleep...
and then someone..went bac so late because parents fetching..
heiish never wake up..could have go witht the person..down there got so many sibei toot!!

next morning woke up..actually though one to swim in the end wake up so alte never..
instead do normal house excersie..
after that bath then go to MAC with MC to eat breakfast..
lols..saw some sec 5 guys..
then i was lyk veri suprised..
after that return bac to chalet but not before kooping all the rootbeer..hahas..
then play play till 6 something
then we bois go swimming..challenged here ..and there
Jian yi still have the speed sia..sibei strong..even though never train..so good
then the bois left while i continue training...
after that...we go eat..STEAMBOAT BUFFECT
AGAIN I WIN!!!!!!!....tis time ppl join tis is Victor,,norman and MC...
we tok some stuff here and there...
i eat till that stall close hahas...so bad hor me..XD
then did my night excersies..again...
then more ppl begun to get intersted in my game...
then ppl play..then i oso play the wiinning eleven..i pair with jian yi..
got second place..while the first was jerome and MC...lols
i was lyk quite happy thati come for this chalet..even though not alot of ppl..bit last time still more fun..but less ppl can bond more..
then at last sleep quite late...

By morning AGAin sleep so late..no swimming..
then after we check out we go koptiam to eat..breakfast..
then we went our seperate ways..i went with MC take Taxi bac home..
pack all my stuffs..dirty clothes....
then oso feel asleep ..very long then so late liao..
at last went swimming oso...till the swimming complex close..
soo tired...
today a lot of things happen. i feel waste of my time..being nice eh?..
should i continuce becoming nice?
i feel so dead in and out...
at last help jian yi with the assignment of the science...
do till so late then do my night excersie...do ..
then at last thats where i am nw..blogging..TIRED!!!..
I am becoming panda..can sell to Zoo liao hehes..
so do the monkey...XP

nw i oso trying to learn my Japanese, my mum dun one to sent me to class..we not rich>..<
then cannot wait till the exchange start with the japanese coming to my place..
so faster...i want to meet them..
anyway wish me luck while i learn my Japanese...Gambate!!!!!..
thats all i guess.......

signing off
C.L

2006-07-18T18:18:00.000+08:00

MONDAY,16/7/2006

today went to school ..it was a start of a new week..
had my Pe lesson..still oh right bahx..
was cheering on M.C..
OI MC..DUN REST...QUICKLY 121212!!!!.
but how sad sia..he still FAIL..
then study...
after that went to BISHAN..yupp.at last i decided
to go watch THE ALL NEW PIRATES OF CARABIEN,the dead's man chest!!!
it was so damn cool larh...but then arh..so sad onli part 1..
cannot wait for part 2..
THE LAND UNDEAD VS SEA FISH UNDEAD HUMANS
then went to eat in..long John silver..
after that went home..heiish..begun to start on work...
SO MANY TEST COMING..XD
i dun knw wat the hell i doing..larh..i dun understand anything.
then oso never swimm for 6 days liao..heiish..but i got so much work...
do till 2am..then at last go sleep

18/7/2006,tuesday

woke up..did morning excersie..
i was lyk hardly could wake up..lols..
my dear dear bed..I WAN TO SLEEP SO MORE!!!>.< DUN DISTURB!!
then went school today got badminton..wee!!.Practice
*time fast fowards*
school ends...i was lyk moody..
then went to Amoy CAMP..then got to drag JOEL there to change..
he keep saying tired..
if i dun nid to march WHO CARES..I WILL NOT GO TO THAT CAMP!!!=P
at last done everything..by the time reach there quite late..
but as least play a bit..but want to play more..

then after playing..went for some drinks
bac home..i like think and think ..wat to do..swim or not..too..
then think of my works..still got to study..3 test coming up eh
this week for me.
somemore i dun understand anything..how to do...
GRR!!!!.my rest of my frenz got tution....bleahx..
thats y..i typing my blog..then got to start work....
somemore got to finish the drawing..and the cutting for the project work
I hope God will give me..the strength to keep the speed of my swimming..because..i realli nid God help onli he can help mE!!

i APOLOGIZE TO He LAI..heiish...things are realli killing me nw..
i knw u said if i plan my stuff..sure can di one.
but then hor..i not u..
ur strength..is more powerful than me..
so pls forgive me..for my incompetence..
think dun wan to waste time liao..got to do work..

signing off
C.L

2006-07-16T20:48:00.000+08:00

Friday,14/07/2006

hemm..fri reach liao it the ermhemmpth* day..
today everything when pernormal lorh..then it oso my best friend M.C beday..
WeEe!!..thats the onli nice thing to be thankful off..
because my frenz is born !!!..HURRAY!!!
M.C a good friend but sometimes..muz learn not to be too playful and get serious...
anyway i wish him best of luck for his studys and life..lols
last but not least
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MENG CHAO!!!!!!!!...

then on that day hor do that NCC thing.
march march..march..
oh shit bad news sia..nw wednesday got to practice for the stupid ncc for nationl day
somemore..we stand at the hot sun for 1hr whole sia..
make formation oso so slow..
WTH..so busy liao..somemore i plan to do the badminton competion that one hor..its all hight cass player someone..paiseh sia....
sure get trash..but i muz do my best because i partnering with Glenden.

15/7/2006

today go to the TKD registration...
so many powerful fighters..sia..next Sunday competion sure hard one..
LORD GRANT ME STRENGTH TO KICK AS FAST AS THE RUNNING CHEETAH...XP
then meet M.C..we go to the calton hotel..
go eat buffet..very amazing sia..
eat eat till FAt....so many..i lyk the rock melon juice...that cook there very friendly..
when there feel so high class*..paiiseh..i not..=X
THANKS TO MC for treating mah..THANK YOU!! DUDE..
anyway hor i look so much mature the waiter thought i paying heheX

then we go to suntec walk walk
Mc..oso buy me the swimming paddler..think with that i can train to move faster!!!!!!!
but in that case oso..i feel more stress out..when He lai knw i got that stuff.
then walk walk the whole suntec..
At last find the Converse shop..all tired..
Mc bought a Italy converse shoe and the t-shirt i choose which match the shoes.
i was alright..then at last he BANKRUPT for the day..then we bac home by MRT
when go bac home around 6.. day when went to normal..never do night excersie..sia....

Sunday,16-7-2006

PRAISe LORD is the SUNDAY!!
woke up in the morning then went to church
but today church in restaurant..because today special day for my church..
WHOOSH!! LORD BLESS THAT CHURCH IT ROXS!!
then eat eat again..X{
omg..wat to do...hehex..
then went home..oh shit..haven do hw yet..
got to choing..liao..WORK!!WORK!!
when i though i can rest and relax

that stupid ANIME VCD say i never return part 2 VCD
wat the hell larh i return lorh..i onli got one set..
then make my mum all worried..
i got so angry till run there..Full speed*
then when reach there check ..for 1 min..then tell me SORRI..
when hear that..that God..i manage to control my Freaking anger..OR ELSE........
then went home and continue..to work ...tomolo...going to busy..sia..whole..week

nw..got another problem..DO I GO TOMOLO TO TRAIN WITH GLENDEN FOR PHYSICAL OR GO WATCH PIRATES OF CARABIEN..hemm.
Lord let me knw which should i choose..
i hope wat i choose will be the right thing to do..
thats all ...HALELUYAH!!!!..for the day!!

signing off
C.L

2006-07-13T01:23:00.000+08:00

13 days have pass since i update my blog...XP

many things have been going very fast
boring stuff and lousy stuff pass in flashes too*
i so now stuff with HW...
anyway for the first week since i start school i was lyk slaking all the way...
my body was soo not in the mood..lols
then on the first week of the fri..i went to this camp
tried out how the big something lyk cannon type on how they work larh..
and oso..got the computerize sea missle defense shooter bahx..quite nice..
things seems to be no easy sia..studies get more harder liao..
MORE CHAPTER MEANS MORE WORK!!!!!!T.T..(so miserable)hehex

then for the first week right..not nice lorh..because just because i first in class then got critize i trying to boast or wat..
then got some ppl oso..keep asking me and this..
firstly right pls larh..I AM NOT TRYING TO BOAST OK!!!!..
AND SECONDLY PLS LARH..NOT SAID DUN WAN TO HELP U GUYS..larh..U KEEP LYK WANT THE ANSWER..THEN u ALL NEVER LEARN siA...I MAY LOOk LYK I verY BAD BUT HOPE U ALL UNDERSTAND BAHX..
i spend blood and sweat on the project ...XD
anyway just trying to tell u guys..i juz trying to be SIMPLILY ME!!!!!!

hemm lets move on to the week 2 since school start..
Mr Wang of course still chasing me bahx..
so sorri ..to him..because i realli been busy this time sia..
on mon..the Coach*..said maybe do spotcheck ...so shocking...
anyway..i oso quite disappointed..because i have not be able to draw my competion art drawings+my ONE PIECE SCRAP BOOK+MY ALL NEW INUYASHA SCRAP BOOk!!!!
that scrap book arh..onli start on front page..cannot find the right material..NO TIME!!!
TICK TOK..TICK TOK..time of competion is coming in..TDK..
wah so ken qiong..as got 5 school joining in..
muz train hard..
think got more ppl there more powerful then me...
LORD GRANT ME STRENGTH!!!!

AFTER i got my position..
i sort of see the importance of studying sia..
but time is not on my side..and my body..is everytime crap...SNORE...ZZZ >.<
i lately got watching one anime show called "bleach"...specially intro from ALBERT AND M.C
not bad the show...can match INUYASHA..but some parts are sort of lacking..
but this show also sort of open new doors*..lols..dun knw wat i toking..but its true..
dun knw y..i take anime as the part of encouragement to get stronger..lols..may think that i crazy bahx..
After watching ....(things i wan to improve of myself)<--me a WEAKLING

AS STRONG AND PROTECTING THE ONES I CHERISH AS Ichigo..
AS BRAVE AND NEVER GIVING UP SPIRIT lyk Inuyasha
AS CAREFREE AND HAVE FAITH IN DREAMS AS Luffy
AS KIND AND WILLING TO PROTECT FRIENDS AS Asakura Yoh
BE A MIDDLE PERSON + FIND LIFE lyk Kira Yamato+Athrun Zola
DO THING I NEVER THOUGHT I WILL BE DOING
BECOME A DIFFERNT ME(EVIL ME VS GOOD ME)
BE GOOD IN COOKING LYK Sanji+master cooking boi..
hemm..maybe hor..be money minded like Nami..hahax..think not bahx..XD

still got other anime..cannot remember..lols...

exam coming liao..dot dot...so short time..stupid school sooo fast exam liao....

wahh already so late liao...think better go sleep later become panda MONSTER..

then last but no least arh..

P.S.

a note to my mei..

pls dun play with my bag..nothing nice to play..XD..anyway..i that time too fierce lorh..dun lyk to act fierce sorri if scared u ..hahax..

signing off

C.L

2006-06-30T20:36:00.000+08:00

Yoz..going on 15!!!

many things happen and also today was NCC day..it was(no comments).
Then i went to the school training after so long i go again
things went alright..but my thigh is very painful..lately..
but it does not matter..muz train hard for the upcoming taekwondo competion
heiish still so weak...muz kick more faster then can kick till 100..XD

today in class, got a walllet from M.c,clarice,albert and other frenz..
quite nice larh..LoL thANKS GUYS AND GALS!!!! u are the best...XP
BUt then hor..heiish..never receive something from someone or greeting oso don't have...heiish i such a loser!!!!puii!!
then very amazing the other day i was ask by steven to join basketball team..
aiyooh..think Not bahx..i already dying..how can still join
i He lai knw..he sure kill me himself..
muz get my feel of the water..i losing it again..see the
other skool team..so good..make me look SOOO SMALL
realli S.M.A.L.L

anyway today happy that its the day where i existed..but hope got more present..WAN MORE PRESENTS!!!!!...give me more PLSSSSSSSSS..hehex..
heiish wat to do nw..in Singapore no family..onli BRO AND MUM..
anyway..maybe tomolo morning i will see the birthday "MAGIC"
y i say so eh?...
because arh..everynight when i wake up..i always seems to get taller..hahax..
then i oso will be swimming tomolo..from 8-9am..
then chiong for TDK...practice bag lyk siao..but then hor..mr Ang..there..heiish..he arh..everytime see him very stressssss.......T.T
hope he dun tell he lai anything..i already doing my best..
i wan to get well in swimming..juz going through other experiment to get extra stronger!!!

anyway that all i have to say..
signing off
C.L

2006-06-26T19:36:00.000+08:00

DinG DONG BELL!!!!!!!

school start liao..hahax..
aiyooh so nervous sia..somemore..arh..i woke up late..sia..XD
chong all the way there..
when reach school saw my classmates, meng chao out from no where jump on me...then when i went to school..i saw both of my best frenz Glenden and Nick..lolz!!!!!yeaH!!
things of course did not went smooth..heiish
wat a way to start school.
then sometimes hor miss Tan arh..pls larh show more concern for your class..
stop being so pratical..>..<

Then ask my friends to help fill in my survey..in no time done liao..so relieved.nw can total up my project.today i oso..blur shit..
then the pic i draw for the UK for REJECTED AGAIN!!!OMG
do again lorh..wat to do.. :(
then got so much more hw..things seems to be rush lorh
this school system do suck..i muz say..
then oso..hor..that time miss chia was so in bad mood..lucky never eat us up..
she then show us the old narnia film..
then arh that film hor that lucy damn FAT looking lorh..
i was half asleep watching the show..hahahx.

then when school ended..i bought foolscap
after that i begin my Bloody training..do from 2pm till 6.15 pm
then i bought some food..and relax over at the parade square..
by the way..i not pig ok..i juz wan to reward myself..lols..
then my foots was all swollen..all red...

think today i not going swimming..because its lyk since now my studies is at stake my mum wants me to do well
i nid to try to mantain that position
everytime go for the swimming ..i too tired to study...
haiiyooh feeling so guilty* when never do my rountine..T.T
hope this thing will not pull down my speed for swimming...PLS OH PLS LORD DUN LET ME LOSE MY SPEED!!!!!

then at last went bac home i was soo relieved when i lie on my bed i feel so relaxxxxx.......
thats all for knw..

signing off
C.L

2006-06-24T19:55:00.000+08:00

heyz peeps..

past fews weeks since i type my journal...one word to describe the past weeks
IT IS VERY S.I.A.N..lols..
work , sleep, excersie..heiish..
then nw going to school liao oso..
rush sia all the work and mr wang work dun even know wat to do lorh..
i think can go kill myself ...easiest way..hahax..

nw i am oso sick sia..can u belive it..school starting and i am getting sick
and i am getting so damn FAT!!!

so let see..my fever have been going up and down..
sometimes..i in thermal freeze state..oso..heiish..
so days past..and i am so not excited for the new system for the coming term..
BUT the best i could say is..this way..i got more time to draw THE
"ONE PIECE SCRAP BOOK"
hand draw ok..yupp..but how sad still haven finish..
i want to fill it with so many one piece pics..
YEAH..one piece...FIGHT FOR UR DREAMS TILL U DIE!!!!!..
wEEEEE!!!!!!!!lyk that way luffy says it..

anyway..hope i will be able to present that stupid project properly so that i can score good marks..then PLS oh PLs..LORD give me the voice..i nid my voice..

on saturday june 24
i watch this show is called football hooligans..nice sia
but its SUPER BLOODY..and keep using the FUCK word..
lols..
but its still nice..
anyway..then oso fall into thermal condition and feels quite fainty..
then today suppose to say bb to my uncle who came on a short visit..heiish
feel veri bad never tell..
hope he have save journey..bahx..

then yesterday..saw BIG MAMA's house 2
damn FUNNY..sia...that actor sure can act super well..
laugh until go siao liao during the show..
by the way..so excited my birthday is coming..heiish
what is there to be excited..its still going to be the same old every year beday i have..
since no one will remember it..
i am just the story of the past.. T.T..lols..

hemm..lets think of plans i wan to do nw... XD

try hard for my swimming(i got to get the feel of fun in that game)
go help in the austictis school(i might want to work under this line of job in future)
do well for exam
get stronger
Practice hard for the upcoming teakwondo interschool competion..(this one arh..i not sure but i do my best..)
go to JAPAN MIYAZAKI!!!!
Able to pay attention in class but not SLEEP!!!!
ask God to guide me to the path which he wans me to seek
draw finish my one piece art book
draw many more MANGA art book!!!
have a good birthday celebration
get over my grandfather death
find a way to not get killed by NCC

thats all for nw i think..

signing off

C.L

2006-06-14T10:41:00.000+08:00

13/6/2006,monday(PART 2)

let continuce where we left of...hahax..>.<
so..later in the afternoon...we went straight to penang..to the "Gurney drive street"
then...also went to that restaurant...but then..by the time..i got there..was not much food left as they are closing already...i got a piss off...
my grandfather who driving us there was SLOW alright.....veri veri slow.........
at that moment during the drive...i felt i was the king of the road...XD...
behind the car i was on..there was one long long queue of cars...
then..i also went to KOMTAR...and..ate one of my personal..favourite ....
PIG INTESTINE+BRAIN CHOW BEE HOON...YUMMY!!
also the milk tea and the milk coffee is so de GOOD..
manage to get some new clothes..
during the komtar trip..me and my bro was going to the shop to get some pirated games...
guess..wat happen after that...
all the shop juz started closing down with the stalls..and using walky talky..to contact each other...
wahh liao..WE COME then they close...but then it was quite funny...i tink is police raid sia..
at last never get the games...

14/06/2006,tuesday

today wake up late again...(1pm )....play games larh wat else..to do..
then went to "JUSCO" get some MoRe new clothes...then also there we got
our games.. YEAH!!!!!!
ate lunch at KETUNKY FRIED CHICKEN...
there the chicken sure taste finger licking good....nicer then singapore KFC chicken
but then..there..i wasted 15 bucks..on 5 floats..sia..
i told the person
1 Float..then she gave me 5 sia..
i was lyk stun larh....wat to do....i blur marh..
then around 6 went bac to my aunty house..
then packed up...
then off we go to eat sea food...
it was good...but tink they are still room for improvement...something seems..to be missing in the dishes..
but i was lyk content to eat it of course..
soon after that..went board the bas...bac to SINGAPORE
by the way...my cousin actually CRIED when we went off.....lol
dun cry leh...i paiseh..

14/6/2006,wednesday

in singapore by morning..then took a cab bac home..and at last here i am ...TA---DA..
kekes..

nothing else to say liao...

signing off
C.L

2006-06-12T11:57:00.000+08:00

HARLO!!!!!

12/06/2006,sunday

we took a bus down to taipng first then to was driven by my mother side grandparents to kedah..
the bus ride took about 10hr...damn that bus driver taking his own bloody sweet time...heiish
most of the time..i was lyk sleeping in the bus...hahazz..
also read ONE* malay story..because ITS FOR HW!!!
then after my late late dinner...i played "harvest moon" on the playstation 1 my cousin..had....from night till the next morning..6 hr straight...but then hor..after so long...i onli manage to play in the game one season..and then..i could not even saved the game...

13/06/2006,monday

wake up late today..sia..yesterday play game till siao...
then my mom went to bought "tim sum" for me and my bro to eat...
i did some small excersie..so long never do
my body very weak liao...
heiish..muz restart and retrain...
if my coach..see me..so lyk that arh...i sure get it from him one..
then after my di excerise..felt Dizzy..then realiase..i got fever...
aiyooh cannot believe i so damn weak sia...a bit a bit also muz get fever...
then ate my "tim sum"...so shiok...MALAYSIA FOOD ROX....
i SOOOOOOOOOOOO MISS EUUU ALL THE FOOOOOD......

hemm..thinking of if i could go the shopping mall to get
one pirated "one piece" playstation 1 game..will be good lorh...
hope later they all go bahx...
i later MAKE sure my mom go to the place where i ate with my grandfather di food...
the food there is also sooooooo nice...and then i also wan to relieve the memories..i had there...
so many places to go sia...to relive my past...
PENANG...here i COME!!!!
very fast sia...one day over..soon go to go bac liao...
WTH lorh..got to attend that stupid ncc camp...i still rioting about it lorh...
dun feel lyk going sia....hemm maybe wan to Pon?...kekeszz...

by the way hor..nw also trying to download the MSN messanger on to my cousin com...so SLOW!!! SLOW!! sia...
FAster LARH..EUU..STUPID COM....

anyway that all for nw i guess...ciaox...

signing off
C.L

2006-06-10T13:27:00.000+08:00

today in the morning..went for swimming..sia..heiish...
did not do much..juz swim few laps..
then..got the life guard there then ask me all my details for the inter-skool
but then i paiseh sia..i dun knw anything..then i went home to check
so shock MR ANG..never enter my skool sia...then how to go in to competion..hahaz
hemm..maybe its still not my time..to go into competion tis year...
then my bro said he wan to buy his country jersey GERMANY...wah lao..ma fan..
i dun even have any of tis jersey..he got so much still want to buy so much..
somemore keep blaming juz because i go MIYAZAKI!!!!
eh..but that place realli realli roX...MISS MY friend in JAPAn sia SHO!!!!!!kekeszz

soon will be going leh..then..arh..today wan to draw the pic for the blog....
because my Idioit and Goody..Mei going to help me...make one blog skin..
but i simply draw crap...heiish...
hope it will look good when make into blog skin...

aiyooh still haven finish my hw..sia..scared not enought time....
i LAZY sia..........sian!!!! >.<
WTH the ncc camp coming liao...i HATE NCC !!!
STUPID UNIFORM NUMBER 3 HATE THAT!!!
maybe...go bac during the time..can at least go visit..my grandpa's grave hor..

hemm..up till now..something seems to bother me..sia..
dun knw wat the hell itz...but a very bad feeling....
MUZ be a bad OMEN..i guess...
anyway..thats all for now i guess...

signiing off
C.L

2006-06-10T01:21:00.000+08:00

YOZ to all who is reading tis.. WELCOME!!!

let me summary all the things that hit me "DEEP" into my heart....since so much have happen..
hemm..where should i start...

one thing i learnt so far is "life so fragile"
things that u thought would never happen...actually happen...
all u can do is juz sit in darkness silent...no tears can flow down...but onli blankness that fills my heart..
DAMN IT!!!!!!

In the Memory of my "Grandfather" (who died on 8/6/2006 in the morning)

many thanks to my grandfather who adore me since i was young...
never cease to love me every minute, the moment i was born into tis world...
adore me..bought me my toys...cook me DELICIOUS FoOD--> which turn me into the big fat boi ..hahaxx..
protected me and shed his protection around me when i am lonely...and feeling pain
without u...there would not be a boi name "Charles" ever exsiting..even though u never gave birth to me..
when i am sick u took care of me..with a bright smile that always warms my heart...
even though my own family members left me to combat with my own very SICKNESS
u are also the very best of the best chinese DOCTOR i noe..
ur memories..will forever live in heart which is beating in tis very moment
Last but not least i thank God for making euu my grandfather...U ARE THE BESTY!!!!!!!!!

U took care of me when i am sick...it breaks my heart to see that i cannot do anything to help euu..
looking at euu, who i though from a very strong old man..to nothing mere much then looks of a prisoner of War
My heart breaks to see euu lyk tis..i wan to cry but no tears came out...all i can do is stare as..u lay there..
when i got home...i juz stare in blankness...at last i could not control anymore...i juz let it all out...crying..till i could no longer cry...

i deepest regret is that i am not able to go there to pay u my last respect as a dutyful grandson..
even till now as i am typing tis..post..i noe the ceremony of ur cremation is going..on..
i could still hear the bells of the ceremony ringing in my ears...
nw...my heart is hurt...trying to put a good face ...so that everyone noe that i am alright
hahaz!!!yeah!! happy smile!!

All because of my FATHER ...i cannot do tis...
I HATE EUUU!!!
heiishh...

hemm..nw let not talk about tis sadness...trying to be happy..

k...now for the CHALET..>.<

DAY 1

we reach the chalet around afternoon..OmG ..it was raining so heavily
then i carry those stupid drinks until my handsore..
anyway..that day..got preety mad..because i was carry so much laguage then M.C refuse to carry anything..onli a stupid small plastic bag filled with empty bottles..everytime ask him to help carry
tell me..my things heavy, i cannot carry..PLS LARH I CARRY SO MUCH MORE THING AND MY BACK IS BREAKING LEH!!! SPARE A THOUGHT LARH...STILL CAN PLAY UR STUPID PSP
but in the end..i forgive and forget...lol.."see i very nice hor" XP
all the bois and gals check in into the chalet room
then the we boiz..begun to fight where we all sleep
as the rain was so heavy..the escape theme park was close..
soo..we went to the arcade..play play...and went for swimming too..with the BOIz..
evening came i ate my dinner at..the steamboat restaurant(buffet)
paid around 16 bucks for it..i tink it was worth it...
since i ate ate till i full lyk siao
I WAN TO BANKRUPT the restaurant..hehesz..i so EVIL +.+
i ate with my two frenz while the third one juz watch us eat since he go no money...kekess..
first to lost the eating is STEVEN!!!
then M.C
AT LAST the WIINER mE...hahax
mee..very dangerous...eat until lyk siao, easy to get FAT...hemm..muz excerise liao

AFTER That...

when with the class go walk in beach at nite..
so dark lorh the place..while walking met some "malay pai kai"
they then call me "chinese bastard"..WTH call me that...euu..MALAY TOOOT!!!!
hahax..but in the end..juz left them alone..(wan to beat them to pulp..haha..but i too weakk..sia)
after we are done we went bac to the room...i then went to sleep for a short while

DAY 2

i woke up lyk around 1am
then i wore my excersie gear to jog in the pasir ris park
there so dark lorh
very scary...but i kept my cool..
thank God i did not see anything that should not be seen..wheesh..
jog the whole park..then jog around the north of the downtown east to the chalet bac..all take about 1hr something
then all my frenz worried..ask me where i went..sia...so touch*..=)
some my frenz say i pro..lol..no larh..i weak sia...even my coach say the same about me...
when done went to bath..and begun to draw a bit..then fall asleep in the floor..
at last some frenz..ask me to go sleep on the bed...because i was sleeping next to the toilet..hahaz..so patethic
then woke up again..drank my soya milk and eat cup noodles..
actually they were planning AMAZING RACE but then things never work out..so..tis day we go to escape theme park instead...we played and played..
norman and farhann stay one the second day...
someone also came with tiffany and shi ling on the second day ...*.*
we played there till we all sian..lorh...then the ride take until my heart wan to drop out..
hahazx..the thing i hate most there is the STUPID HAUNTED HOUSe!!!!!!!
those stupid ppl scaring me...HATE IT!!!!
where the BATTER...i wan to hit tis GUYS!!!...GRR...ROAR!!!!!!!
then also played "rainbow","revolution" and "wet and wild"...
get sooo wet also ...

then Mei also got go...larh..
she larh..go drink BEER ..drink so much until got drunk..
then also accompany her bac to her class chalet...worried for ..her sia..
she so young drink so much...then also ate some food there and package bac to my room..
then also heard...from my frenz..she got to get beer again...then..i ofcourse shocked larh..
STILL DRINKING!!!!!!!!$!#!!#Y!)*#!#&*!#$
lol..and somemore..she so bad lorh..never give me any too try..hahax..
but still happy she alright...after she sober up...

me and my frenz also played the X-boX..still siao...HALO 2 and WINNING ELEVEN
play till tired till fell asleep..dun wish to go jog..there very dark...
phew...sleep.woke up...then pack stuff...go home..
wah liao..so bad..CHALET end liao..
waeee!!!..going to miss euu chalet!!!
then the class walk bac..to the pasir ris station..we part there..
then i took a bus 88 home..reach my home...
the on com..later...sleep sleep...3h

then that time..all the bad memories..came bac..heiish...nw..i feel i don' t have energy to do anything...
aRHH!!!...i muz start training liao leh..but my body juz won't move damn it..
T.T
then me and my family is going bac soon to malaysia..but to Kedah first then penang..to keep away form my FATHER....
but then...i am not afraid of euu..if u wan...i will KICK UR ASS!!!!!!...GRRR

heish..not all i wan is to get stronger in my studies...my sports...become a good God children...and fufil as many as my dreams i can...some which i tink can never happen...
but then..the words of my grandfather which he said before his sickness...attack him..which still linger in me
he say....
watever u do..do it..to ur best..don't every give up...
break down any obstacles..u facing....
become..a great man...and don't be lyk my father..
take care of my mum...
and won't blame me for not paying the last respect after his death...

that y i wan to get stronger...i hope my grandparents..and God will grant me the strength to do that...
GUIDEE ME!!!!!!!!
lol....

anyway...whoever is reading tis...sorri to make u read about my sorrow..and so one..it..sucks..i knw..
that y..my life is bored...hahax..

hope..i can get over tis...muhahahaha..

signing off
C.L

2006-05-05T13:13:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY,5th of may 2006

AIYOOH!!!! so busy lyk siao ..no time to blog..haha..XD..
for the pass few days,have been mugging liao siao..can u belive it..I, C.H.A.R.L.E.S is actually putting effort in my studies...BUT..its too late larh...heiiz..hope do well bahx.. Once exam finished...the REAL TEST of strength for me to improve my swimming will start..TRANING!!!!HELL TRANING XD!!!!!!
aiyah...did my malay test today...sibei hard for composition, WRITTING CRAP inside...lol...hehe..
hemm...my life is still have so much HOLES...what lies for the future..for me...CAN ANYONE TELL ME!!!
TODAY i ALSO CUT MYSELF!!!!!!!but not with knives larh...
u tink i crazy enough to that meh....but tis wound accidently cause when scratch myself..can u BELIVE it
my nail damn sharp sia..can cut until DEEP!!!!!

haha..whats going to happen tomolo???????????????
hemm..maybe its for me to know and its for u to find out!!!!!!!!

signing off
C.L<--new short form name >,<

2006-04-13T21:11:00.000+08:00

YO...first time to tis BLOG thing...

today went to school as usual. Days start as usual...i am feeling so damn sian during the chapel service today.Their song they played today seems not as exciting as last week..i went also for the communion for my school..it was quite ok i guesss :)

After that..saw some of gals apologizing...,stuff and went off after that.DO the IT stuff and work...then run off to PRACTICE!!!PRACTICE for my swim...heiiz..sian sian super sian. After that i went to my badminton practice,
coach say i am improving but need to improve on my smash*,i still do not know how to tell him i am quiting the practice..he from my church as stuff...feeling so bad.

MAYBE,one more month...heiiz. :( ..hope swimming training from he lai will start later....i bet once he start i might not even survive...coming out from the training...5 more days to swimming school carnival...so intense, hope can win kok jie and do well...cannot afford to embrassed myself....still could not get over the last embrassement i made,all my frenz are there..HOW!!!HOW!!!XD

NOW for tennis still trying to remember all my grip 1-5.As for takewondo, sorri for quiting i realli did not mean to pan seh u all..soo sorrii.....

SIGNING OFF
CHARLES...kekezz